Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Can you die of....

loneliness? If you can my life may end soon. I realized a long time ago ... though I am not a real, real social person, I like to be with my loved ones a lot. These long days it is just me. I am too tired and fat to do a lot of housework or exercise and my mind gets tired of reading..when i watch a movie i pause it 6 or seven times..sometimes until it shuts off because i can't sit for 2 straight hours. Help!

There are so many serious things going on in my family. Norma is sick, Wesley is having radiation treatments, Zita has health issues. My husband's ankle is very swollen and he is working on it through the pain. I feel very petty to complain about my peace of mind but as anyone who has dealt with it knows depression can be very disabling.

I am blessed with lovely sisters, a much loving husband. The Lord chose to save my sinful soul and give me the gift of His Holy Spirit.  I guess I have no reason at all to complain. I feel better already!

8 comments:

  1. I don't think you die of loneliness or as you said I probably would have been dead years ago. Even the people have have lived with never seem to have any interest in the same things that do. I am sorry we are not close enough to visit. Although I really don't visit with the people who are close. I work and crash. I mainly see people at church only.
    Norma comes to see me. I hardly ever go to her house.
    I hope Perry's ankle gets well soon.
    I thought you was going to do some writing.
    Norma said you had a Doctor Appt. on the 28 of this month. I will be on vacation so maybe I will see you then.
    Cheer up. I know it is hard sometimes but God is good to us. We are blessed things could be and indeed have been worse.
    I love you. You are welcome here anytime.

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  2. Maybe both of us will have a better outlook after some restful fun visiting.

    God bless. See you soon.

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  3. i will probably have a very lonely life in the future. I love you

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  4. I really enjoyed your visit. I hope you enjoyed it as well. I pray you are rested and in a more joyous frame of mine.
    Thanks for the groceries you left I have been eating all day. That is when I was not sleeping.
    Praying for you. God bless.

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  5. Zita, you were a most excellent hostess. I do feel rested and even somewhat contented with my lot in life.. Perry and I ran errands and slept a lot today. I'll think about laundry tomorrow...I did get unpacked already.

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  6. Oh yes, I am sending out a little package for your grands...

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  7. Thank you. curious. I am sure they will like it.

    I really enjoyed your lesson on Sunday.

    Hope y'all are doing ok. We prayed for Perry's foot at prayer meeting. Tonight.

    God bless.

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  8. God bless your day. I pray Perry have a good day. God be with him and shield him from the heat. Love you both!!

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