the sound is off on my computer AGAIN. Everything has been working fine, until this morning. Perry noticed it when he checked in early. Anthony showed Perry how he fixed it last time so maybe it won't be a big deal. I hope, I hope, I hope. I am so tired of nothing running smooth.
Has anyone talked to Rick? Did he make it home yesterday morning? I don't know when or if I should call. I flounder about what to do.
I miss my mother and my sisters. I am lonesome again. I try to be content but it is just not working for me. I am blessed in many ways. I do, know that. This twilight of my life is not much fun.
Sisters please keep in touch. Zita, I am so praying for you...and Bitsi, how was your birthday? Norma, hang in there. I love you all so much.
I had a great birthday. I hesitate to say that because I did go to a funeral that day. Nancy was a believer in God, so it's a little easier when you know the person is with God. When I got home I just took it easy until Dave came home. He gave me the set of Rainbow Denise needles I blogged about. He also gave me a nice card, containing the money for a pedicure and haircut, both of which I got yesterday. It's really been a nice couple of days. I really needed it, because I had been so fearful and depressed lately. I guess I may be coming back down to reality, because I'm a bit tired.
ReplyDeleteI wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. I've gone through periods of loneliness, too. It doesn't seem to effect me the same as it does you, but its still no fun.
Glad your birthday was cheery. I know you will enjoy your gifts.
ReplyDeleteBitsi, I don't know if there is anything to be said. I am realizing this is all my life will be. This house I hate, Perry toiling until he breaks down and for what? That is why I get so depressed..guess I am supposed to just take up space until I die. I guess some people are meant to live happy lives, some aren't.
I am sorry about our computer. I hope Perry is able to fix it. My sound messed up a few times when the kids was around but it hasn't in ages so I guess it was something they were doing. Also sometimes when I plug in the USB at the back to download pics it gets loose but I just have to push the connecter back in better.
ReplyDeleteSorry I have not been posting but I am sick on top of word and now I am trying to be a little company for Norma at the hospital. I didn't even turn the computer on for 2 days this week I know and it might have been three??
I'm waitng on the boys to come. It has actually rained here two times this week. Hurray!
I am so sorry you are lonely. I get lonely sometimes but I am such a loner anyway and am so tired after work that I guess I am doing okay with being alone. I am not really good with social relationships anyway so I just watch TV, do computer, crafts or read. NOt housework mind!! That is definately no fun.
You can call me anytime after work except for Thursday it would need to be after 8:30 because of having the boys. I can't talk on the phone very good with them. Saturday night after 7 and Sunday after 2 because I also have the boys Saturday and Sunday morning.
I pray the Lord bring contentment and peace to you heart and life. God will help you. Talk to Him when you are lonely. I know you probably already do but that is all I know to tell you. God is always the answer.
I have not talked to Ricky. I am a very poor person. I have not visited or talked to Jessie, Ricky or Paula who are all sick. Paula practically next door to me but I am praying for them and I do love them very much even though it may not appear that way. Gina's leg has been bothering her really bad and I have not checked on her either.
Sharon will be calling soon so I will say bye.
Be happy. You are loved.
Thank you Zita..I am a mess.
ReplyDeleteI hope today is fun for you with the grands
We had a pitiful little rain..We need more. Perry says it needs to drizzle a few days or it will just run off as hard as the ground is.
I have not got through to Ricky? Sorry to hear about Gina. Pray she is better now. Norma told me about Paula and Jessie..I am praying.
I love you Zita. I appreciate your love and prayers.
Haven't been on the computer much this week. Been on the move.
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Love and prayers, Zita
Perry is sick. He has a real bad summer cold with congestion, sore throat, shivers, and body pain. Please keep him in your prayers. I have tried to talk him into taking a few days off but he won't.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry to hear that. I will pray.
ReplyDeleteSo many prayer needs!!
I love you, Zita
Perry took some Nyquil early tonight and woke up soaking wet. He must have sweated out some high fever. He said he felt a little better. I told him if he wasn't MORE than better I wanted him to stay home tomorrow. The heat is brutal.
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ReplyDeleteIs Perry doing better from his cold? Still have not been on the computer much. Bethany stays on it a lot when she is here so I haven't had as much chance.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
He still has a sore throat but the shivers are better.
ReplyDeleteI miss you all so much!
I tried to call you back the other day and you didn't answer..then they were finished with him ( only takes 10 min of radiation, now) then I was doing the cargo thing. Brad has got the stuff taken away from Zita that she was giving the dream center and made a start on the door. I rearranged my living room. I had to call Brad to help me finish moving the couch. After I got it to the middle of the room, I couldn't get it any more. I hate being useless to do the things I have always done.
ReplyDeleteWesley is weak as can be, Even getting to the bathroom is sometimes too much. Only GOd knows what else we face. I grow weary. I feel guilty that I can't make things happen.
Enough pity..... I love you
I did not hear the phone ring at all. About 4pm I heard a ching saying I had a message. I hate when the phone delays like this. I didn't call you back because I thought you might be resting.
ReplyDeleteI am surprised you get anything done at all. I know you are tired...Please don't injure yourself by pushing too hard.
I am glad that back door is getting fixed.
I would love to talk to you. You need to call me when you can. I don't know the right time to call you.
Did you see on fb how to delete messages. I just outright asked and Sean wrote back the answer. I have kept his instructions in case you miss it.
Yes, I appreciate it. It was a little complex to do as sean said but I can clear the window real easily..lol I am having a sad weekend. Keep me in your prayers
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